Saturday, 23 May 2009

Multiple Personality Disorder


Found this on the internet and thought don't we all experience some of the below symptoms once in a while??

Symptoms
Multiple personalities, on average 10 though there can be as few as two and as many as 100
Exhibits different personalities, behavior and even physical characteristics
Episodes of amnesia or time loss (i.e.: don't remember people, places, etc.)
Often they are depressed or suicidal
Self-mutilation is common
1/3 of patients experience visual or auditory hallucinations
The average age for the development of alters is 5.9 years
Depressive symptoms
An inability to focus in school (in childhood)
Conduct problems (in childhood)
To be clinically diagnosed with DID, the following symptoms must be identified:

The presence of at least two distinct personalities with their own relatively enduring pattern of sensing, thinking about, and relating to self and environment
At least two of these personalities assume control of behavior repeatedly
Extensive inability to recall major personal information cannot be attributed to common forgetfulness
This behavior is not caused directly by substance abuse or a general medical condition

Friday, 22 May 2009

it has been a while...


It has been a long time, no mood to write anything. In fact, no mood to do much....

Go to work, clear e-mails, talk to arrogant, stupid, some nice clients over the phone. Come home, wine, beer, food, ice cream... feel guity, do 3 sets of push up & sit up.

sit on couch, TV, laptop, msn, tv again, more wine.... 11.45pm, sleep..........wake up couple of time at night to check how many hours do i left in bed before i need to go to work again... 8.15am, up, snooze the alarm 3 time before waking up unwillingly. Brush teeth, comb the messy hair, walk/run to work (depending on if i am late)

Weekend, clean up the flat, fly here, there, same places. Worry about not enough money for old age so buy lotto once in a while, and spending 20 minutes planning how to use the winning money.....(do think of charities most of the times)

Have doen the same routine over the last few weeks, months, years. Need a break, yes, need a break i think..... before i feel sick of my life!!!