pui!!

Lots of people in my company have been made redundant recently (goreng sotong).

I am happy that some of them are leaving (cos they are crap at their job and not very nice to people). For example the HR Manager...she is the most untrractive woman I ever met in my life and nasty.... so glad she is unattractive...ha!!

But there are some nice people who are leaving as well...i felt sorry for them.

My bosses are evils (same as any other businessmen). 2 of them are very young (early 40) and have big head.... they wanted to grow the company and sell it quick, but I think they have not planned it properly. so they have to cut cost now.

They have made up lots of stories to cover up thier mistakes. I feel sick when I see them, they mentioned about passion, loyalty ....bla bla bla in the company meeting today. PUI, PUI, PUI.......

lots of people have not choice, they need the job to pay thier mortgage etc, and they have to stay........ why am i still there? They paid for my visa, if I quit now I have to pay them back the money, it is quite a lot of money (well, enought to do a 10 days trip to MAldives).

I need to stay till April 2009 in order not to pay back the money. I am not sure how am I going to do that....

I really wish I can go to my CEO's office and spit on his face....can i curse him?? ehh, not very nice huh, ok....I believe he won't have good ending.

Back to work...and of course not happy.

Went back to Malaysia for about 10 days... met up with a few friends (not all, cos was in a rush). Good time good break..

Back to work today. Not great, well...didn't expect a good day. Not sure if company is doing ok, majority of our clients are big Banksm and they are in trouble. Lots of poeple in my company has been made redundant...not sure if I should be pleased that I am still there as work load will be increased.

I try to take it easy, try to tell myself that there is only so much I can do and if things go wrong, my boss should make some changes. I hate this attitude, but I don't want to stress myself and stay late every day because my boss want to save more money for his next big yatch or country houses. No, I refuse to do that!!!!